http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/ people are afraid to merge. - LiveJournal.com Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:18:35 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com spidy_is_life 8501610 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/60579085/8501610 http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/7264.html Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:18:35 GMT http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/7264.html is to just be happy.<br />the thoguht process is creeping back into my head. i dont ever want it to completely take over again, but its good that its back..its a bit comforting. i was really sick over xmas, got down to 111 pounds..i was so close to 110, a numbner i hadnt seen in so long. but that day i finally had my appatite back, and it shows now on the scales. last night after major sushi dinner i was 118.5<br />this morning i was 117<br />its just sad<br />i can blow it so easily...<br />im going insane again<br />if i can just see the number 110 or even better, 109, i would be so thrilled. so, SO thrilled. http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/7264.html public 0 http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/491.html Sun, 09 Oct 2005 23:07:46 GMT http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/491.html <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/i_dig_it_/mkfobanner.png" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br />[[comment to be added and to stay added]]<br />[Anxiety really does breed] http://spidy-is-life.livejournal.com/491.html public 2