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[Jan. 3rd, 2008|01:16 am] |
is to just be happy.
the thoguht process is creeping back into my head. i dont ever want it to completely take over again, but its good that its back..its a bit comforting. i was really sick over xmas, got down to 111 pounds..i was so close to 110, a numbner i hadnt seen in so long. but that day i finally had my appatite back, and it shows now on the scales. last night after major sushi dinner i was 118.5
this morning i was 117
its just sad
i can blow it so easily...
im going insane again
if i can just see the number 110 or even better, 109, i would be so thrilled. so, SO thrilled. |
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
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[Anxiety really does breed] |
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